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Protected: but the truth is I’ve found something new, and she easily towers over you

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You don’t understand what you’re doing.
I don’t understand what I’m saying.
Is there always some fucking cycle?
Is this what’s constant?

I thought I was doing everything right for once.
I’m trying pretty fucking hard, my bleeding wounds pouring emotion
from places I didn’t know
were cut.

And now you’ve created something you can’t and don’t want understand by no fault of your own.

Fuck.

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and i was picinic, i was no prize, but i had just enough sweetness, to keep you hypnotized

Well I suppose it’s time for an update in all this crazy time. New semester. I am taking classes again, with much thanks to my parents. I am pretty excited.

It’s: Tues: 9:30-10:45 Addiction and Prevention

11:00-12:15 Physical and Cultural Anthropology

1:00-2:15 Introduction to World Relgions

7:00-9:40U.S. History 1885 to Present

Thursday is the same but instead of the U.S. History class, I am taking an English Compostion class from 4:00 pm – 6:40 pm. I am actually pretty excited. My sociology instructor already loves me, as does my U.S. History professor.

It’s weird being at community college though. I am used to something more regiourous in all honesty but, who says that’s a bad thing? It will just probably lend to my succuess. Though obviously nothing is going to be easy persay, it is deffinately not going to be as challenging as VCU, minus the Addiction and Religon class just based on the content. But here’s to a new semester.

The job search is still sucking harder than Paris Hilton at her Senior prom, but I am just trying to remain positive on that front. To quote Nick, just maifest it.

Everything else is kinda beautiful too. Channing is an awesome boyfriend. We have a genuine understanding of each  other that really helps us do this long distance thing. He still has me giddy, it’s ridiculous. He makes me really happy, he is a friend who understands me, who I also get to go so much deeper with. Doesn’t hurt that the sex is bangin’ too. And due to dreams earlier this week, it has become evident that we are quite spiritually aligned, which is probably really why everything listed above is going on lol.

Annnd I get to see him this weekend, and my bro is going with me, which is awesome.

And the thought just crossed my mind that really intreaged me: When I typed the phrase “lol” above, I thought about how ridiculous that phrase might look to me in 10 years. I then thought bigger and realized that someone could be looking at this entry years from now, they will have no idea what it means, they will have to look it up, which means a significant anthropological discovery millions of years from now might be the meaning of “lol”.

anyways,  as for my emotional state due to various events this week, I feel like the best way to express them would be a music mantage:

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9VHpdmIrFM]

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAyZNDpSObI]

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnM6p1GhVQ]

yeah I’m really looking forward to this weekend… lol.

imma do things i wanna do..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_jGlyqoYoo 

They say i need some rogaine to put in my hair
Work it out at the gym to fit my underwear
Okaley makes the shades to transform a tool
You’d hate for the kids to think that you’ve lost your cool

Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain’t got a thing to prove to you
I’ll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain’t gonna wear the clothes that you like
I’m fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and i’m tickled pink
I don’t give a hoot about what you think

everyone likes to dance to a happy song
with a catchy chorus and beat so they can sing along
timbaland knows the way to reach the top of the charts
maybe if i work with him i can perfect the art

Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain’t got a thing to prove to you
I’ll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain’t gonna wear the clothes that you like
I’m fine and dandy with the me inside
one look in the mirror and i’m tickled pink
I don’t give a hoot about what you think

no, i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care

Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain’t got a thing to prove to you
I’ll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain’t gonna wear the clothes that you like
I’m fine and dandy with the me inside
one look in the mirror and i’m tickled pink
I don’t give a hoot about what you think..

 

here that, Chi Chi? Sit on it.

 

note: this is shortly becoming a video blog. get excited.

Tarot: Past and Present.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

Love,

Tyler.